rant rant rant

• i like friends who want to get to know me better and spend more time
• i like friends who remember what i like and stuff
• i like people who don’t take me for granted
• i like having meaningful conversations
• i like people who teach me/show me new things
• i like people who motivate/help me to achieve my goals & aspirations
• i like people who respect me. When they do, i respect them back.
• i like feeling like a kid again. carefree and shit. especially when i get a happy meal, do kiddy stuff, etc.
• i like going on adventures and doing stupid shit with people just cause its fun/funny
• i like hanging out even if it simply means sitting and having a conversation
• i like eating out with friends
• i like joking around with people
• i like people who keep their word
• i like sleeping in the car on road trips
• i like singing in the shower
• i like meeting new people as well as getting to know them

i’m thankful for:

• God
• the gift of life
• an education
• opportunities
• mother
• grandparents & grandaunts&uncles
• family who care enough to K.I.T. and care
• friends especially the thoughtful ones and actually make an effort to K.I.T.
• experiences & life lessons it taught me
• good health (i hope i still have that)
• being unique
• CirJeffrey Lalota Baldomero

I don’t like it when:

• i am rushed. I am constantly rushed by my mother and she rushes me so much, that i pace back and forth confused of what to do first: brush my teeth, get my shit together, do my hair, change, eat, etc. she commands me to do too many things at once. cmon woman, there is only ONE me; if you needed more shit done, maybe you should have had more of me. It would help me cope with loneliness here in this house.
• people take me for granted
• people lie to my face
• don’t keep their word
• people respond with 2 - 3 letter answers or even just 3 words or don’t even respond at all.
• people are rude
• people step on my shoes ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE NEW. like wtf, you can obviously tell they are new, there is more reason to watch out for it.
• people don’t meet me halfway on things
• i have to constantly remind the person til they get it / remember it. Like wtf i know you ain’t THAT stupid.
• people cant take a joke.
• i word something wrong and the person takes it the wrong way -_- my bad
• i start being immature
• people answer me in a rude way/ RUDE PEOPLE
• songs are overplayed

i’m sorry for:

• being too shy; not speaking my mind enough
• not having enough self esteem & courage & for being to insecure at times
• not opening up enough?
• for not living in the moment enough
• not controlling my emotions enough
• not believing enough
• not studying enough
• not choosing the right words when i speak
• neglecting my goals
• for procrastinating on things
• not keeping my word sometimes, when i should. i’m a hypocrite on this part. cause i do tend to procrastinate and eventually forget and it bugs me when people don’t keep their word. It causes me to trust them less next time.
• being distracted
• being forgetful
• being an air head at times
• being clumsy
• if i get selfish sometimes. sometimes even jealous. ( real mature right?)
• having a foul mouth
• having health problems/not taking care of my body as much as i should
• not being “smooth” with conversation
• for not knowing things cause i don’t watch t.v. often or cause i grew up in the P.I. or because i don’t watch enough movies or play enough games
• not being smart enough
• for not always being ‘classy’ and dressing like it 24/7
• for not always being a ‘proper lady’ 24/7
• not having enough money
• not seizing every opportunity i have/had
• the way i talk.. i'm workin on that
• not having perfect posture anymore ): my back always hurts.. i need a nice LONG massage
• every flaw i have. But no one is perfect

i’m working on me, every single day.. and progress comes each day passes