i HATE being a girl sometimes

Hate getting all moody and shit and getting your period. And all the other perks that come along with hormones.

"I hate having insecurities.

Because with all these insecurities follows trust issues, jealousy, secure-less, guards/walls up. Did I miss anything else? I’m so complicated, why -_-?" -ashleywhy:

don't like being complicated; but i am.

Today i've been thinking about the reasons behind my actions.

Also, i've realized that wherever i go i feel awkward and shy. How did i grow to be this person? I don't like it.

gonna change. i GOT TO change. -__________________-

i keep telling myself this but why is it so hard. i did it before, why cant i now?

must.. try.. HARDER

I guess its true when they say "you are your own worst enemy"

right now i don't feel worthy. GOD i hope i feel much better tomorrow.