Determination

During college
- another job
- Dance class
- Straight A's & worst grade is a B.
- new friends..
- License soon!
- own car & sowing machine!.. and all that good shit.

a few things on my mind

- Everyone has a negative part about themselves.. you can never escape that no matter how hard you try to be perfect. everyone is never gonna stop judging people. You just have to learn not to NGAF.
- One of the things i cant stand is when people give me attitude for no logical reason at all. C'mon, watch what comes out of your mouth&tone of voice and make sure that person really deserves that. It just pisses me off.
- i hate seeing a couple in this situation: i'm not sure exactly how to explain this but.. When you two know you guys are going to be with each other no matter what so you two get too lazy to impress the other and to go on dates and do special things.. and all that stuff. Too lazy to TRY for the other person. Too lazy to do things even fun things with the other person cause hey after all.. they'll love you&be with you no matter what right? -____-

I really like architecture.. if i was bomb at math.. i would definitely become one. But then again.. i really want to be alot of things that i can never be in just one lifetime.. i want to be a marine biologist, a dermatologist, architect, physical therapist /  chiropractor, major in psychology, cosmetologist, photographer, event planner, project organizer/manager, design clothes and have my own clothing brand.., interior decorator. i really wanna be all of these things but all i can think of doing is to just do it for fun i suppose.. or on the side.. but thats a hell of alot of stuff to do on the side. ):

072010;;Tuesday UNEXPECTED CANCELATION OF JACKIE'S DEBUT PRACTICE.

Today i was finally going to go get my dress for Jackie's debut altered but there was just one problem.. I had to wait for my mother to get home so i would have money to get it done.
- woke up at 8 and couldnt go back to sleep so i just stayed up and finnished watching season 4 of HIMYM.
- Did period laundry.. period laundries are when you laundry the stuff you stained and the rest of clothes you still need to be laundried.. which sucks cause i just did laundry 2 days ago.. Did my hair while i was doing that and watching HIMHM in the kitchen. lol
- Ate nothing at home..
- Finally, went to the taylor.. picked up CJ then went to taco bell.
- We were leaving when we got a text saying "Practice is kinda cancelled... blahblahblah" so we just went home.
- But when i went to cj's house today.. i saw Lisa, Tita Lita.. and Andoy and Joshua! they're so cute. i love them.. i've missed them ):
- Groceries with mi mama..
- now i am going to dye my hair.. organize my "important stuff" binder.. then apply to some jobs as i watch Season 5 of How I Met Your Mother..
i'll come back to this later once my whole day is done and tell you how everything went..

071710;;Saturday

- Fullerton w/ Mommabearb & Cir
- Eyeglass appointment @ Puente Mall (im getting contacts and sowing machine with my own money)
- McDonalds cause CJ wanted some ._. so bad 4 u 5 much
- we went to Jackie's debt practice
- Ace's Graduation & Birthday Party thing
- Now im @ Cj's. Jamie, Francis & Laurie picked us up. We just watched Indiana Jones with his auntie and Jj. Jann and Chris just came.